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Destroy Myself 100 Times

by Sadkids Club

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Why do I miss you so so mad You just left me 10 minutes Only with you I feel alive On this crazy world I'm gonna draw you in my song I know it‘s silly but I will do it Midnight is coming and I'm depressed But I'm not scared I feel safe I gonna love myself I gonna be myself I promise i can do that even if it's hard I know no one can stay Nobody be the same Just calm down, Just calm down Why do I miss you so so mad You just left me 10 minutes Only with you I feel alive On this crazy world Just calm down Just calm down Just calm down I'm gonna love myself I'm gonna be myself I promise I can do I promise I can do that can do that I don't want to be like a fool Maybe I'm so dumb I don't want to be like a fool Maybe I'm so dumb Why do I miss you so so mad You just left me 10 minutes Only with you I feel alive On this crazy world
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Cuz When You Touch Me When You Kiss Me With The Moonlight Oh I’m So Scared It Will Be The Last Time Cuz When You Hold Me When You Run With Me In The Night I Want To Cry Like Saying Good Bye Cuz When I Mess Up When I Get Mad Lost Control I’m The Asshole I’m Already Know Cuz When I Say I Don’t Need U Get Away Shut The Fuck Up I Lied To U And Me I Seem So Happy But Feel Like Dying The World Is Fall Apart For Me The Star Is Drowning In My Sadness Ocean
3.
Puppy Eyes 03:12
I Just Can't Stop Being Obsessed With Your Puppy Eyes You Raise Your Brows I'm Getting Drunk Every Friday Night I Just Can't Stop Daydreaming You Are My Valentine You On My Screen I’m Start To Scream Every Single Night I Just Can't Stop Playing Again And Again All The Dumb Love Songs By You Sing And Maybe I'm Like A God Damn Creepy weirdo I Can't Stop Focus On Your Lips We All Know Your Lover All Around The World I‘M Just A “Nobody” In This Town Oh Hey Dear Honey Can You Hear Me? I Try To Write My Heart To You I Just Can't Stop Being Obsessed With Your Puppy Eyes You Raise Your Brows I'm Getting Drunk Every Friday Night I Just Can't Stop Daydreaming You Are My Valentine You On My Screen I’m Start To Scream Every Single Night Start A Cyber Crush With Technology We Don't Meet We Don't Kiss We Don't Need I Don't Want To Share Your Love With Someone It‘S So Sad I Need To Learn This We All Know Your Lover All Around The World I‘M Just A “Nobody” In This Town Oh Hey Dear Honey Can You Hear Me? I Try To Write My Heart To You I Just Can't Stop Being Obsessed With Your Puppy Eyes You Raise Your Brows I'm Getting Drunk Every Friday Night I Just Can't Stop Daydreaming You Are My Valentine You On My Screen I’m Start To Scream Every Single Night
4.
I Know I Gonna Fuck Up This Time Cuz You Are The Star Shine In My Sky Sometime You Light Me Up In The Night But Next Second You Change Direction I’m Sitting In The Dark Oh Fuck Only You Can Save My Life *I’m Falling Then Crushing Over Thinking And Drowning I’m In Love With The Air My Cyber Lover You Are Singing You Are Acting You Are Smiling You Are Smoking Just Punch Me With Your Eyes God Damn I’m Dying You Are The Shining Star You Know Everything You Made Me Heart Attack How Can You Do That? I’ll Give You All My Love I’ll Give You All My Life I Can't Do Anything I’m Your Prisoner Everyone Said It Just A Bubble Dream We Only Meet In My Fantasy Can't Imagine I’ll Get Your Heart Even It Breaks In The Morning I’m Falling Then Crushing Over Thinking And Drowning I’m In Love With The Air My Cyber Lover You Are Singing You Are Acting You Are Smiling You Are Smoking Just Punch Me With Your Eyes God Damn I’m Dying You Are The Shining Star You Know Everything You Made Me Heart Attack How Can You Do That? I’ll Give You All My Love I’ll Give You All My Life I Can't Do Anything I’m Your Prisoner
5.
I Have Nothing To Do Being Fuck Up Thinking For You Even You Don't Care About Me Oh Fuck The Love Song Fuck The Cigarette Nothing Be Like You I Just Want You To Notice Me Watch Me Bleeding Watch Me Tear Drop Watch Me Destroy Myself 100 Times Feel Like I Am Gonna Lose You I Will Waiting For U Come Around I Can Make A Space For You I Can Stand Far Away I Can Agree To Die Alone I Just Can’t Give It Up To U I Have Nothing To Do Being Fuck Up Thinking For You Even You Don't Care About Me Oh Fuck The Love Song Fuck The Cigarette Nothing Be Like You I Just Want You To Notice Me Watch Me Bleeding Watch Me Tear Drop Watch Me Destroy Myself 100 Times Feel Like I Am Gonna Lose You I Will Waiting For U Come Around Oh Baby Shall We Dance Just Don’t Give Up On Me *N
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This Is My Valentines So Fucking Lonely Feel So Bad Cuz You Are Not There Baby I Stole Some Fancy Wine From My Dad I Drank It All Just Like You Are There I Put My Middle Finger To The People The Social Queen Fuck This Valentines Turn Off The Stupid Song They Make Me Sick They Make Me Feel I Hate This Valentines I Put My Middle Finger To The People The Social Queen Fuck This Valentines Turn Off The Stupid Song They Make Me Sick They Make Me Feel I Hate This Valentines Just Don‘T Teach Me How To Be Lonely Just Don’t Tell Me How To Be Easy
8.
She Dancing On The Fire With Me She Can’t,She Can’t Feel The Pain She Dancing On The Fire With Me She Can’t,She Can’t Feel The Pain My Heart Was Burning I’m On Fire On Fire On Fire Going To Hell My Heart Was Burning I’m On Fire On Fire On Fire Going To Hell But It’s Just A,It’s Just A Boy Crush It’s Just A Boy Crush But It’s Just A,It’s Just A Boy Crush It’s Just A Boy Crush I’m Dying,I’m Dying Dying Die She Screaming She Screaming Screaming Scream I’m Crying,I’m Crying Crying Cry She Can’t Feel My Pain
9.
Your Toyboy 03:44
I Took Six Pill For One Day Try To Calm Me Down On Monday But Everything Still Mean Nothing For Me Since The Day You Just Gone Away Every Minute Is Like A Decade Why Did You Like Nothing Happened? Stabbed Me In The Heart But Didn't Kill Me But Actually I Want To End Me Now Maybe I’m Just Your Little Toy Boy So You Can Take Me Head And My Feet Off So Play Me Control Me Violent Me Now Hit Me Kiss Me Choke Me Now Play Me Control Me Violent Me Now Hit Me Kiss Me Fuck Me Now Please Don't Go I Took Six Pill For One Day Try To Calm Me Down On Monday But Everything Still Mean Nothing For Me Since The Day You Just Gone Away Every Minute Is Like A Decade Why Did You Like Nothing Happened? I Don‘T Need Myself Anymore Cause I’m Sitting Garbage Now Waiting For You To Change Your Mind But I Know That Day Will Never Come So Play Me Control Me Violent Me Now Hit Me Kiss Me Choke Me Now Play Me Control Me Violent Me Now Hit Me Kiss Me Fuck Me Now Cause I’m Your Toy Boy
10.
Dead Lover 03:13
Could You Be My Fucking Dead Lover Don't Have To See You I Can Feel You It's A New Kind Of Ours Relationship We Can Dance All Night On The Halloween Cause Baby You Are Die So Young They Are Cry So Loud Fresh Blood In The Fucking Dance Floor Could You Be My Fucking Dead Lover Don't Have To See You I Can Feel You It's A New Kind Of Ours Relationship We Can Dance All Night On The Halloween Cause Baby You Are Die So Young They Are Cry So Loud Fresh Blood In The Fucking Dance Floor Cuz Everybody Want To Be My Fucking Dead Lover Cuz Everybody Want To Be Die I Am Not Gonna Cry *N
11.
Another Bad Day The Thing Is Happening Again I Need To Talk Someone But No One Answer Me Now She Was A Killer Hunting Tonight Then I’m Join In Everyone Dressed Like A Ghosts They Show The Truth Side In Night So You Can Do What You Want From Me I Can't Feel It So You Can Take What You Want From Me I Can't Touch It So If I Say You Can Drain My Blood I Don‘t Care Just Do It (Drain My Blood Tonight) So If I Say I'm Evil Than You I Am The Witch Just Burn It (Deal With The Devil) As Long As You Want Everybody Can Be The Witch You Need Cuz All The Angels Are Turning Dark No One Can Save The Dizzy World Is Go Insane You Need To Burn It Up We Won’t Run Away We Have No Way To Go Damn It So You Can Do What You Want From Me I Can't Feel It So You Can Take What You Want From Me I Can't Touch It So If I Say You Can Drain My Blood I Don‘t Care Just Do It (Drain My Blood Tonight) So If I Say I'm Evil Than You I Am The Witch Just Burn It (Deal With The Devil)
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Go To Sleep 03:53
Time Go To Sleep Close Your Eyes Its Safe Nobody Here Take It Easy Tonight We Are Just A Dust In The Space Relax Have You Seen It A Spaceship Lost In The Dark We Can Sit On It Fly To The Moon We Don’t Belong Here. Maybe We Are Aliens When We Wake Up Life Is Hard Why Just Sing A Song Read A Book And Sleep Have You Seen It A Spaceship Lost In The Dark We Can Sit On It Fly To The Moon

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Sadkids Club是獨自在臥室裡面自產自銷宛如傳閱過二十多次的廉價迷因般的低質流行樂企划,是超齡Emo Kids們的暗黑青春疼痛心碎聖經,也可以是轟炸腦內舞池的Crying Disco,更是作為精神障礙的情人們反面戀愛寶典。
在他的首張專輯你大概能聽到Spotify的Indie-Pop分類Top 50里所有受歡迎的元素,製作方式更是DIY至極詞曲編混設計文案甚至影片和唱片包裝都自己動手,特色就是沒有特色但又好像有點不同,就像一個被傳閱多次的迷因模版來到他手上,他用解剖自己的架勢去二次創作寫出那些心底最想要表達的東西,還未消散的Teen Sprit與年齡焦慮的衝突,與擁有可愛狗勾眼Super Idol那場自己看了都覺得無語的Cyber Crush,在有毒關係里互相Gaslighting的淪陷與自救,對社交獵巫的厭惡與無聲反抗等。低質但真誠,當他嘗試把這些時刻,無論是氣味還是觸覺等一切用音樂記下時,都像「Destroy Myself 100 Times」。

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released September 30, 2021

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